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Superman Malaya
Superman Dah Malas Nak Menangis Lagi
Rentetan dari SMS aku terima jam 4 pagi tadik, aku tak balas. Aku tidur je. Dalam pukul 6 pagi telefon aku tiba tiba berdering. Aku tengok terpapar nama LL6. Aku dah tukar nama dia daripada 'sayang' kepada nama dia sendiri. Aku angkat. Aku dengar suara dia. "Assalamualaikum. Selamat pagi" "Hmm pagi" "Tido lagi ke?" "Haah" "Sorry kacau. Saya nak tunggu pick up ni. Fly ke Frankfurt" "Ok. Saya telefon awak balik" Aku call dia balik. Aku tau dia pakai prepaid. Aku call je la dia semula. "Ok... saya mimpi awak tadi" "Ya ke? Mimpi apa?" "Mimpi awak balas SMS saya" Aku bangun. Bergerak ke ruang tamu. Capai rokok dan aku hisap rokok. Aku duduk di sofa. "Apa khabar sekarang? Ikan semua ok?" "Baik. Mengantuk skit. Ikan semua ok. Yang dulu tu semua belum mati mati" "Birthday celebrate dengan sapa?" "Hmmm? Tak de la. Biasa biasa je" "Banyak dapat hadiah?" "Tak de. Dah tua. Hmm I got something to give you for you birthday. Masih ada dalam kereta tu" "Hadiah apa?" Wah. Macam excited je dia... (more)

my immortal
erti sebuah kemaafan?
ape erti sebuah kemaafan? tu terlalu subjektif bg aku.. aku mmg ssh nk maafkn org.. tp, as tym goes by, marah tu pon akn fade away gak.. pade aku, bgantung pade sape yg carik pasal tu gak.. hurm.. ade kot yg tertye tye nape aku bukak topik ni.. well, lately aku dgemparkan ngn 1 kejadian yg x pnah aku terpk akn terjadik.. ati aku sgt8 saket.. terluke.. kecewa.. sume ade.. x sangke.. org yg sgt8 aku percaye dan a part of me tu sanggup lemparkn kate2 n tuduhan cmtu kt aku.. dlm kes cmni, mmg kemarahan itu akn ilang nnt.. tp parut luke dlm ati ni, akn kekal smpai bile2.. smpai bile2 pon aku akn igt kate2 dan tuduhan tu.. no matter whut! dan for sure, relationship yg ade skang ni tu xkn same lg sperti dulu.. aku mmg pntang wey kalo org yg slame ni xde la close sgt pon ngn aku, or x pnah pon concern sgt perihal aku.. but then, tetibe, kecoh lak nk tuduh2 aku ni bukan2 mcm die knai sgt la aku n mcm la die concern sokmo sal aku.. aku x bley blah tui org cmni... x kesah la ape pon hubungan die... (more)



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i always remember today's date cuz it's a fren's birthday. as long as i can remember, i've wished him every year without fail since we were in standard 5. that was in 1992 and how long was that already... 16 years? anyway, he's happily married today and is a father-to-be. well, i'm happy for him. only that i feel sorry for myself. frens got married. frens got babies. frens got toddlers... and i'm still a bachelorette. this is one out of several other occassions that make me say "life is totally unfair". yes it is cuz i already have a partner and we are ready for the commitments, but we are not allowed to get married just yet. i'm always a victim of a situation... dunno for how long. don't they get it... i'm already 27 years old. and should i repeat... frens got married. frens got babies. frens got toddlers... and these people are also 27 years old. damn it.

justthe2ofus
Attitude and all that...
I thought that being honest...and open was the best thing to do. Because I need to have what is best for me...and I want what is best for you. I didn't mean to give any false promises. I don't want to lead you on. I know you think I came back because something went wrong...and things couldn't be further from that assumption....things are really good...and I feel strong...although...I did and still do doubt the wisdom of all of this. I don't want to hurt you...and I know I don't want to hurt. Maybe we can't be this "grown up"?